Sunday, April 3, 2011

Introspect

Over the course of this subject, I have learned quite a lot. I have learned to be more discerning on matters regarding teaching and the tools that can be used to teach. Different media can either be a blessing or a bane to teachers, so the use of them should require a lot of training for the instructional media to be utilized.

On a personal level, taking this course opened up a lot of creative windows for me. It tapped my interest in a lot of media, especially visual media. I am into photography. we all know that. haha. Seeing things in a different perspective should be one of the key things in visual media so the course helped me a lot in thinking about which pictures I would take or publish.

Wonderful things are always around you, you just need the right perspective to see them.

What I learned from this class is to be more discerning, to be critical and to use whatever resources I have. That helped me a lot throughout the semester. That will help me throughout my life.

But not everything I did about this course was right. I became selfish in regards to the report. I hogged it. Greediness came in.

A monster, I have become.
I just did not become the group leader I was supposed to be. I also became lazy and distracted.

Distractions, I have quite a lot of them.
Convoluted distractions.
I was lost in the chaos of my world, the upheavals in my head. I became numb. The semester nearly ended in me not doing anything substantial. I have not submitted an activity.

And at the end of the semester, things haunted me.
And the semester ended, with a lot of things now haunting me. The unsubmitted audio/video, an incomplete laboratory subject and a very bad feeling about my future. But I guess I have to keep on moving forward and face the consequences of my actions. Seek salvation.

Salvation.
I hope that in the future the mistakes I made this semester shall never be repeated. I hope I learned my lessons.